Cuz--because-- [ vague arm gestures to Over There. The Rest of Campus. ]
You saw what happened last night, right?! With Denji?
And--and--I don't know if you guys saw it or if you were too busy breaking out of the daycare or whatever, but then--they all just--
[ her anger deflates, leaving her sagging and staring at the ground. ] ...everyone left alive here's a big fat liar. And I never wanna talk to them again.
Well... I think it being Denji was part of some plan? Because they'd protected him. [So it's technically GOOD it was Denji because otherwise someone would have actually been executed.]
But... Yeah, I don't really like how it feels like there's this big group of murderers who kept secrets from everyone else so they could save the day. Even if it worked out. It just feels like nothing's changed since I was at home. People keeping secrets from me to "protect" me, and then I end up being useless.
But they--they still let me think he was gonna get expelled for a whole day first!!
[ but she just. nods sadly at the floor. ]
I never...I thought people wanting to protect me was good--cuz it means they wanna help me, right? But here, it's just...this whole time I kept wanting to help too! And I couldn't, I couldn't do anything at all, cuz everyone was too busy keeping secrets from me instead!
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Date: 2021-07-26 03:19 am (UTC)[hmmm.]
You didn't take your sad away again, did you?
[MABEL REALLY JUST DOING A 180 ON HER LEO CRUSH, HE'S CONCERNED.]
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Date: 2021-07-26 03:23 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-07-26 03:24 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-07-26 03:29 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-07-26 03:34 am (UTC)It just seems like you've become weirdly supportive given you liked Leo??
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Date: 2021-07-26 03:38 am (UTC)...and besides. Why wouldn't I want my favoritest person in this whole place to not be happy with his new boyfriend?
[ ...and how can I even stay upset about that anyway when there's everything else from this week? ]
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Date: 2021-07-26 03:55 am (UTC)You know it's ok to be mad about things even if there's nothing you can do about it, right?
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Date: 2021-07-26 04:04 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-07-26 04:13 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2021-07-26 04:25 am (UTC)You saw what happened last night, right?! With Denji?
And--and--I don't know if you guys saw it or if you were too busy breaking out of the daycare or whatever, but then--they all just--
[ her anger deflates, leaving her sagging and staring at the ground. ] ...everyone left alive here's a big fat liar. And I never wanna talk to them again.
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Date: 2021-07-26 12:15 pm (UTC)[So it's technically GOOD it was Denji because otherwise someone would have actually been executed.]
But... Yeah, I don't really like how it feels like there's this big group of murderers who kept secrets from everyone else so they could save the day. Even if it worked out. It just feels like nothing's changed since I was at home. People keeping secrets from me to "protect" me, and then I end up being useless.
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Date: 2021-07-26 06:21 pm (UTC)[ but she just. nods sadly at the floor. ]
I never...I thought people wanting to protect me was good--cuz it means they wanna help me, right? But here, it's just...this whole time I kept wanting to help too! And I couldn't, I couldn't do anything at all, cuz everyone was too busy keeping secrets from me instead!