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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-07 01:23 am (UTC)(link)
[ is this a fucking joke.

malik has no idea how to feel about this-- and there's a flicker of that uncertain feeling when mabel hugs him. there's apprehension, concern, sadness, a tinge of anger. nothing overtly positive, but it's something compared to the empty void he was before. ]


I-- thank you?

[ what......... does he do. does he like. pat her? sure. he'll give her a little head pat. BUT JUST ONE.... ]
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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-07 04:50 am (UTC)(link)
[ it's complicated, kiddo. ]

I need to tell you about a memory... Which is better than showing them unprompted. Like when I was younger than you are now... and I--

[ he is even more conflicted and unsure! and his sadness? there's more of that now. ]

I didn't get to do many things as a child. I wanted to see a lot of places, and experience a lot of things... I found a discarded book in the street one time, and it had pictures of things I had never seen before.
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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-07 05:49 am (UTC)(link)
[ he's trying to stay constrained, because yeah this is incredibly awkward! he doesn't like this, not one bit. ]

I remember a page with a motorcycle in it very clearly. I begged my sister to let me keep that page. She said I could as long as our father never saw it.
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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-07 06:48 am (UTC)(link)
[ the validation actually gets a flicker of positive emotion! ]

I thought it was interesting and exciting... to be able to ride across the land, completely free... I had never seen anything like it before. I would have kept the whole book, if my sister had let me... but I was okay with just one page. So I took it back home with me, imaging what having a motorcycle would be like.

I did get one later, after I left home.
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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-11 03:32 am (UTC)(link)
[ he loves motorcycles THAT MUCH ]

Actually... yes. I'm quite fond of it.


[ A.... POSITIVE EMOTION?! holy shit ]
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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-11 04:03 am (UTC)(link)
A lot of places... Even as far as Japan.

[ oh yeah we're rolling with TWO COMMENTS IN A ROW of positive vibes ]
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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-11 04:24 am (UTC)(link)
...Sure, why not?
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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-13 06:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Hm, I don't know... I don't think you're ready for that kind of thing.
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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-14 06:10 am (UTC)(link)
I guess we'll have to see when the time comes, won't we? Nothing we can do about it now... but you may have to prove yourself in the future.
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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-14 06:12 am (UTC)(link)
It's a secret.
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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-15 02:02 am (UTC)(link)
Why not? It's not like my bike is here, and there's nothing you can do about that. You'll just have to wait and find out later!
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[personal profile] godcards 2021-07-15 02:56 am (UTC)(link)
Well, we can't go to Japan until we get out of here, right? So there's your answer.