[ she shrugs. Like, maybe? Crying over dead friends IS pretty normal, but... ]

But I wanna help! I wanna help fix all this and stop people from getting murdered, instead of just crying when they do. I only ever mess things up and make people hate me, or think I can't handle doing anything to help.

And maybe they're right! If I'm not crying and ticking people off, I can focus on actually doing stuff! And...isn't that better, in the end? Finding a way to stop this?